Tuesday, October 27, 2009

DONE

I'm done! I'm done! I'm done!

I moved this afternoon. I am all unpacked- well my suitcases are empty and things are put away. I am sure I am going to start rearranging things over the next few days.

me

Saturday, October 24, 2009

3 and 2

Three classes. Two days. Then no more kindergarten. YEEEEEHAWWWW!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

One week

One week left at my current job. One week until I start my new job. I am tired- cleaning and packing. This week is report cards, and Parent-Teacher meetings. EEKS! It will all get done I know it will. I have a million things running through my head- and it is keeping me awake at night. I am not sleeping well and my skin is a bit insane.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I am barely breathing

Sitting in my apartment, listening to some folk music. Currently I am listening to an old fave of mine "Duncan Sheik". The song in the background is"Barely Breathing" which I am currently doing. I am barely breathing!

I am in a bit of a panic and trying not be panicked. I hate not being in control and I am in the midst of a situation in which I have little control. It is freaking me out.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

crap

what do you when you love someone who has no idea?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Death and life

I am going all existential and shit right now. I am so tired mentally. My skin is so bad right now.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Feeling frustrated and foolish

I am tired.- not physically but mentally. I am drained. I don't know what to do, who to trust or where to go. I am going for a run down by the river. Exercise is not helping me out right now. I am going to turn into a total hermit and not talk to anyone else any more. Adios! I'm dunzo.