End of March

Where the heck is time going? It's the last day of March tomorrow. WTF!? I hate getting older- time goes by way too fast.

I want to be a rich socialite! Seriously! I am so done with working! Je suis tres fatigue!

Is it vacation time?

I've been back at work for 2.5 weeks. I like my school, like my classes- but I am just not into it. I need another break. I just want to sleep for like a month.

I have a lot on my mind right now. I am not sleeping well at all. I need something to make me sleep- honest to god, real sleep. I am waking up at like 2 or 3 am every morning in an absolute panic. I then toss and turn until about 6 or 6:30 in the morning. Not so cool.

Happy March

Mid-March. My mood matches the weather lately- overcast and gray. I don't want to be around anyone. Everybody is pissing me off- including myself. I am pissing myself off too

Proudly Canadian

We won 14 gold medals- 2 gold medals in Hockey! YAHOO!

Back to Reality

Back in Korea and back at work. Bummed- vacation went by WAY too fast. It was awesome to see my family and spend time at the beach. I developed an allergic reaction to the sun mid way through my break and was covered in a painful, itchy rash. FUN stuff.

I've applied for some other jobs in Mexico, Egypt and Saudi Arabia. I am leaning towards Mexico but if the one in Saudi Arabia comes through- I amy do that one. The money in Saudi Arabia is awesome! The money in Mexico- not so awesome.

Por fin!

Finally! My vacation has arrived. It has been a long time coming. I am incredibly cranky and tired. I haven't been home in almost 2 years and haven't seen my family just as long. I have been in Korea for almost 18 months straight. It is time for my mental health break. It is much needed and oh so long over due. I like my job- don't love it- but I need to be near some "normal". I put normal in quotes as Korea is not so unusual, it just isn't my culture and things sometimes just seem SO strange. It is a generally nice population and their culture is, well theirs. Can't shit on them for that. I am used to Canada and the diversity; to not being the minority- I know that sounds uber harsh but it's true.

I am currently sitting at the gate for my flight to Chicago. I have 3 hours until boarding time. I can't wait to get on the plane and sleep. I am so tired. I think the flight is 13 hours. LOTS of time to sleep. I am charging the battery to my laptop and I hope it is fully charged before I have to board.

Positive Thinking....

Is going to get me through this. Figured out the credit card situation. I am pretty screwed financially. It is going to take me years to restore my credit score. That's OK. I'll live. I'm young. I have paid off the credit card and cancelled it. I have one credit card left- with a very small limit- only 500 dollars. That I can handle. Once a month I will make a small purchase on it and then pay it off right away. All this in hopes of restoring my credit rating. THANK GOD I have my mortgage paid off- PHEW! One check in the positive column for me.