Mind Readers

OK so I just spent the last hour crying. Not useful at all. Doesn't make me feel any better. I actually feel worse.

I am tired of people who expect me to be a mind reader. It is hard on the soul, the body and mind. I have officially reached my breaking limit. I have been pushed over my limit. I throw my hands in the air. I am throwing the towel in. I am DUNZO. I can't do this shit any more.

Tokyo

Well i have returned to Korea from a 3 day "mini-vacation" to Tokyo. It was a much needed and restful break. I ate sushi like it was going out of style- and walked around Tokyo for three days. I am dead tired and I love it. I slept like a baby- I have not slept that well since I left Canada in October.

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Vacation?

Is it vacation yet? I am exhausted and stressed. Need a break from work and the kids. We went on a field trip to a farm last week. The kids seemed to enjoy themselves. The farm had some yellow lab puppies and I fell in love. I wanted to dognap one or two of them but I refrained. Even the one who peed on me. The little shit- peed all over me- which to me means that he was just staking his claim on a new owner.

Welcome to June

I am tired. Very tired. Extremely tired. I am going through a small bought of Insomnia. Last night almost did me in. A massive thunder and lightening storm hit right outside my apartment building. I love thunder and lightening storms but this one was huge and loud. And kept me awake for most of the night. I am very tired.

Japan is getting closer and closer and I am looking forward to it. I am going alone and I don't really care. I'd like to travel with a friend but that's life. I need to re-energize. and re-organize my head.

Mother's Day

OK so I have three days left until my Birthday. EEKS, I am barely breathing- I have the Duncan Shiek song in my head at the moment and it won't go away.

I enjoyed a nice weekend with friends. The weather is nice- hot but so disgustingly so. The rainy season hasn't started yet- thank god and I am not looking forward to it either.

I have finally started to learn Korean. Trying to memorize the alphabet right now. And the days of the week. Hmmm this language isn't as difficult as I originally thought- but I have a good teacher too!

Happy Easter!

Well it is Easter weekend. My 3rd in Korea. My third April in Korea. Am I insane? I don't need answer to that question- I already know it.

I have been in a very funky mood lately. I am the only one who can fix it- by paying attention to myself and doing some serious choices about life.

I am going through a major bout of home sickness. One of my best friends lost their father-in-law to cancer two weeks ago. Got me thinking about my life, my family and my friends.

plaster disaster

the plaster of paris was a disaster.  a messy messy disaster!